Sunday, August 19, 2007
Hmm.. 2 more days to my EMD exam.. Till now im still tinkin of my dear n haven reali started studyin yet >.< If he knows tat, i will be RIP le.. Hmm.. Dear dear these days been busy, dun tink he hav the time to tink of me =.= Today is a sunday n yet he hav to go watch a play in sch till late at night.. Abt 12am den he reached home.. Xin ku dear dear le.. Wad a busy dear i had.. M i that "Lucky"? =.=
9:24 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
Haix.. I feel sorry towards my dear n dunno wad to say.. Tink my fren was right.. I should b glad tat my dear wasn't foolin ard but reali bz outside with serious stuffs.. I shouldn get jealous easily tinkin he's always meeting his frenz whenever he's free.. He got angry with these sayin that he dun even hav time for his frenz.. I hear le oso upset.. I din noe my dear was reali so bz till he din hav much time for anything. Sometimes i hated myself for keep tinkin when his frenz need him he will b there bt not for me =( I'm sry dear pls forgive me.. My dear is a Mr Nice Guy who cares for everyone.. I should b glad to hav him as my dear.. I Love You always dear..
6:33 AM
I found out smth tat......
I can't said what's wrong with me.
I became very straight forward
If you're being in love with someone,you do anything for him and it's worth while.
I wanna announce loudly that I miss you.
Even the neighbours can guess my feelings for you.
The river breeze is blowing our hair.
Holding your hand makes me so touched.
I wanna bring you to my grandmother's house to watch the sunset together,until we fall asleep.
I wanna be like this, holding your hands and never let go.
Can love forever have no bitter times?
You wanna bring me to ride bicycle.
You wanna play the swing with me.
If we can be like that without any worries,we can sing songs together as we walked.
I wanna be like this, holding your hands and never let go.
Can love be forever no bitter times?
I wanna lie on your shoulderI wanna lie on your chest and sleep
I wish for a life like this:I love you, You love me.
5:24 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Hi.. It's me again.. Hmm.. Nothin much to write baz.. Mayb cuz i hav been tinkin too much, got hurt quite abit from parents n his words somehow so...... Today he did msg me during the day time, when he's with his frenz he did not msg much i understand.. His fren fainted n he got worried n sent her to the hospital.. After she returned home, he called me n told me he stayin outside with the rest of his frenz as he miss the bus n the train... Asked me to sleep early, dun wan to worry for another le >.<>.<
11:34 AM
Hmm.. Mayb i should b sry for everything.. Mayb im giving my dear too much stress.. His family alreadi givin him stress, work too n now me oso =( Sry dear mayb i giv u too little freedom le? If he feels tat way, i shall not ask him so much or wad le baz.. Muackz love my zhu zhu ^ ^
8:54 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Now is alreadi gonna 3ma in the mornin le.. Im writing blog at tis time of the day for these past few days le... I couldn't sleep, i missing my dear so much although he hurt me many times.. He's still my dear n I love him >.< My fren asked me tis qns.. who do u tink love the partner more? I said is me as u can see how much i took his words to my heart.. Wonder when will he show me he loves me more.. Actuali im lookin forward to tis fri or sat for the fireworks de.. Tinkin tat he's studyin n workin in weekends tink dun hav the chance to go watch tgt le baz... Without him seeing the fireworks mean nth to me..
11:41 AM
Sorry for keep talkin abt my dear in the blog.. Cuz he's someone that came into my life n brings me diff kinds of feel.. Back to yesterday's nitez.. After sayin me guo fen on the fone thing n like i dun let him sleep oso.. He hang up the fone n right after hang up, someone called n im sure he called.. Wonder he was eager to call someone or accidentally press on it >.< i jus hope he dun lie to me anything, i rather he say something "NOT NICE" den lyin to me.. I will always believe him jus hope he will tink n care for me more after readin these =)
11:06 AM
Hmm.. I admit that he reali has a cool bunch of frenz, rather friendly though =) not onli gals but guys too... Good society of frenz =) Can say rather more gals there >.< He's goin to look for his frenz tml again ^ ^ of the same kind of hobby as he said so, mayb more relax n more chatty frenz there.. Seeing him so happy with dem make feel so left out.. He got back into smokin which makes me quite unhappy jus that i din say much.. I dun like ppl to smoke =( He said he's not addicitive bt y do i still c him smoke when he's with frenz jus cuz frenz jio him? Haix.. Where is the Mr Lovely dear i used to noe, how to get him back =(
10:11 AM
Arrr... Anyone can tell me wad to do?? Sobx.. Never felt so miserable b4.. Truthfully i hv nv love someone so deeply b4.. He's been like tis for the past few days le.. No msg no calls nth.. He's still goin to his fren shop to look for his frenz tml after sch when i haven even ask him come look for me >.< Just askin him wad time he finish sch tml n he gav me tat ans le.. Im sure he treat frenz more impt den i do bt i dun mind as long as he happy so i rather i sad.. He makin me feelin so lonely =( Im a ger that does not like loneliness... He made me worry le still say those words everytime.. Haix.. What should i do, what can i do? =(
10:03 AM
Hahaz.. Seldom c me always blog online ya dudes, recently been bloggin cuz hasn't reali been so happy >.< He even say me guo fen when i asked him y don't he use his fren fone to call n let me noe at least he din bring his fone.. No reply from him for the whole dae i was so worried n he said that.. Reali break my heart =( Everything i do oso tink for him, he always say i dun tink.. He jus dunno wad im tinkin lo.. Sobx.. I care for others den caring for myself, I dun care abt myself as long as everyone i noe is happy i will b happy for dem =) Does he knows?
9:40 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Oh yea.. Last time still owes the blog my latest pic.. Now im gonna update my new look >.<
11:47 AM
Hmm.. Now im starting to write abit.. Don't tink my dear lookin at my blog le.. Hahaz.. He's been so bz either with studies or work.. Haiz... Feel so lonely these days.. Don't feel like writing de but aso dunno wad to say to him.. Everything just keep to myself baz.. He's makin me feel so hopeless at times tat i couldn help him or wad.. Seeing him with his frenz cheering up i feel happy for him, but don't know he knows how i feel ma >.< I just dun wanna bother him so much or makin him worry.. Just hope he still believes me n b the nice nice dear as i knew b4..
11:42 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Well well well... 0.o? Reali long time no update blog le... LOLx.. Thought i can close down my blog le, still got ppl view my blog lehx... =.= Hahax... Also dunno wad to say.. Me onli play play maple n nth much but goin out or Zzzz... But recently change new hairstyle for quite awhile le... Now den i update the new me.. LOLx.. ^^ I will try update the picture the next time.. ps
9:17 AM